Post by TheFirebrand on Oct 5, 2013 8:54:32 GMT -6
The world is at its end, even if it lingers a few more lifetimes. The forests will burn and the cities will drown. The waters will be littered with death, the land bloodied and plagued. Man will devour man. Even the wealthy elite will be taken ...
And still all I care about is my wife and daughter and I fear with great conviction the path my wife has chosen.
Everyone thinks I'm focused on me and that I'm revolving all of this around myself, but that's absolutely wrong. I am scared for my family. It doesn't matter what others think or believe. They know nothing of pain and persecution beyond their petty drama and complaining. I'll trade places with anyone who still has a home and a family to love and care for. With anyone who's marriage is still under the same roof. I'm sick of their whining, I'm sick of all the belly aching over things that keep us from focusing on God and things above. I'm sick of all those who have played a part in corrupting my wife ... God will deal with them in ways I cannot even fathom.
My concern is for my girls. My heart belongs to them. Their souls belong to God and you people have stolen it. You are tools of demonic influence and are too blind to realize it. I hold only rebuke and utter disdain towards you ...
But again my concern is for my girls and my focus is on letting God take over. I'm cutting off the other networks that still posts here. Facebook has been a major contributor in exposing a very private, personal and spiritual matter. As well as being used to spread lies and shame about me ...and we did not handle things the right way, the way God would have us do ...
I don't know who I fight more, God, Satan or myself, but I know I need to back off. God has won me over. I know victories are claimed. My bike is broke down again and perhaps stuck where it sets thru the winter. If I'm gonna be in a shelter Im only going feel imprisoned and defeated, but the weather is changing soon ...
I do not want to miss the holidays with my girls. I've missed the birthdays and anniversary. That has me in a state of emptiness. The last place I belong is in a shelter of drunks and junkies who already know all about God but still don't change. If I can't save my own wife I have no business trying to save others.
Yes people know my feelings on holiday traditions. This isn't about that, its about the time I'm losing with my wife and daughter. That means more to me than anything else, than doctrinal conflict ...
Anyway, I'm dragging this on. I do not know what posts will still land on this profile, but I am no longer looking. Anyone who is messaging me will have to get in my emails or on my Twitters ...
I love you Megan and Cassidy ...
And still all I care about is my wife and daughter and I fear with great conviction the path my wife has chosen.
Everyone thinks I'm focused on me and that I'm revolving all of this around myself, but that's absolutely wrong. I am scared for my family. It doesn't matter what others think or believe. They know nothing of pain and persecution beyond their petty drama and complaining. I'll trade places with anyone who still has a home and a family to love and care for. With anyone who's marriage is still under the same roof. I'm sick of their whining, I'm sick of all the belly aching over things that keep us from focusing on God and things above. I'm sick of all those who have played a part in corrupting my wife ... God will deal with them in ways I cannot even fathom.
My concern is for my girls. My heart belongs to them. Their souls belong to God and you people have stolen it. You are tools of demonic influence and are too blind to realize it. I hold only rebuke and utter disdain towards you ...
But again my concern is for my girls and my focus is on letting God take over. I'm cutting off the other networks that still posts here. Facebook has been a major contributor in exposing a very private, personal and spiritual matter. As well as being used to spread lies and shame about me ...and we did not handle things the right way, the way God would have us do ...
I don't know who I fight more, God, Satan or myself, but I know I need to back off. God has won me over. I know victories are claimed. My bike is broke down again and perhaps stuck where it sets thru the winter. If I'm gonna be in a shelter Im only going feel imprisoned and defeated, but the weather is changing soon ...
I do not want to miss the holidays with my girls. I've missed the birthdays and anniversary. That has me in a state of emptiness. The last place I belong is in a shelter of drunks and junkies who already know all about God but still don't change. If I can't save my own wife I have no business trying to save others.
Yes people know my feelings on holiday traditions. This isn't about that, its about the time I'm losing with my wife and daughter. That means more to me than anything else, than doctrinal conflict ...
Anyway, I'm dragging this on. I do not know what posts will still land on this profile, but I am no longer looking. Anyone who is messaging me will have to get in my emails or on my Twitters ...
I love you Megan and Cassidy ...