Post by TheFirebrand on Oct 17, 2013 6:25:33 GMT -6
One man, one woman is about more than just being straight ...
Its disgusting how people can go thru so many "partners" in life, let alone multiple relationships or even marriages. In God's eyes you're only married once when its directly under His covenant. My history is my disgrace. I regret the majority of my experiences, and when I finally married the one I waited my whole life for, she gets corrupted and turns on me. Now she is gonna become one of those people? No I don't accept that. I don't accept that God would let someone so sweet and genuine hearted turn into just another worldly statistic of bad choices. I cannot live with knowing I failed to protect her from this. My daughter cannot be allowed to grow up with that kind of instability. They both deserve better than that. I will be so bold as to say that I deserve to be the one who gives them better. We all 3 deserve this marriage to be redeemed and restored.
There will never be a divorce in God's eyes. That being said, I wont betray it either. I can't go back to that life again. My heart belongs to Megan. Marrying her was my cleansing, she was my salvation on earth. She and our child are my lifelines. I am dying without them. I could be working and have a roof over my head, Id still be in unbearable pain being apart from them. I know without any doubts that this was brought on by demonic works against us and is not meant to stay this way.
Please help pray for my wife's heart to turn again and see the truth in Gods will for our marriage and family ...
Its disgusting how people can go thru so many "partners" in life, let alone multiple relationships or even marriages. In God's eyes you're only married once when its directly under His covenant. My history is my disgrace. I regret the majority of my experiences, and when I finally married the one I waited my whole life for, she gets corrupted and turns on me. Now she is gonna become one of those people? No I don't accept that. I don't accept that God would let someone so sweet and genuine hearted turn into just another worldly statistic of bad choices. I cannot live with knowing I failed to protect her from this. My daughter cannot be allowed to grow up with that kind of instability. They both deserve better than that. I will be so bold as to say that I deserve to be the one who gives them better. We all 3 deserve this marriage to be redeemed and restored.
There will never be a divorce in God's eyes. That being said, I wont betray it either. I can't go back to that life again. My heart belongs to Megan. Marrying her was my cleansing, she was my salvation on earth. She and our child are my lifelines. I am dying without them. I could be working and have a roof over my head, Id still be in unbearable pain being apart from them. I know without any doubts that this was brought on by demonic works against us and is not meant to stay this way.
Please help pray for my wife's heart to turn again and see the truth in Gods will for our marriage and family ...